monday night.

john mayer writes the best, most brutally honest, deep lyrics i've ever read.
he lays out life in a no holding back kind of way. he's awesome. a genius.

i wish i could write deep, meaningful words. words that would move people's hearts. make them think. oh, trust me, i've tried. and i've failed.
now i'm hoping i can take pictures like this. i'm working on it. nothing yet. :)

i was thinking today that i have so many things i want to do while i'm alive. i should keep it in a list. but anyways, i feel like i have to wait to do anything. i have to keep going to skin's day in, day out, always waiting. but maybe i can be cheesy and think that every hotdog i sit on down on a table is one hotdog closer to doing all these things i want to do. i feel like i have to wait till im done with school. and oh gah, who knows when i'll be done. at least 2 more years, i guess. i don't know. i actually can't wait to go back to school. i've never been more excited. odd? yes. i miss it. at least i know now exactly what i'm working towards, not floating back and forth with ideas.

by the way, if you ever need to finalize a decision in your life, take a friend and go to coffee underground. it'll do the trick. :)

goodnight.