something's in the air tonight.

so i just got back tonight from nashville.
pretty sure i left my heart there. it's freaking amaaaazing.

i finally got to visit my art school i'll be going to. i crossed my fingers that they would like my portfolio....and they did :) i sat in on a class, met a few people. um, i LOVE it. i would go right now if i could, seriously. i can't wait.

this is all like a new beginning to me. i get to start over in a brand new place. no one knows me, my past, anything about me. it's exciting. i'm not great at making friends, but hopefully i'll get past that.

i've had to learn lately that letting go is okay. even though it hurts so bad...it's good for you. if you don't let go of some things, you can never move forward. i can't go to nashville still holding onto some things here at home. trust me when i say it's the hardest thing ever. to watch things you've grown so close to slip away. i mean, just in the past month, so many things have changed. for one, my brother got married and has already moved to Kentucky. i can't lie, i cried. no one saw though ;) but anyways. i'm one to push feelings down and ignore them. but it gets harder as the weeks go by. so here's to letting go of some things and a new beginning...

i just pray it stops hurting so bad.