Saturday, March 21, 2009

forecast says....

this good weather clouds my mind.
because when i sit outside and feel a sunny 70 degree day with a slight breeze, everything fades away. i can close my eyes and pretend everything is perfect. there's no problems and i have nothing to worry about.

but when i open my eyes, get up, and go about my day i'm constantly reminded that i can't run away from this forever. and i have to deal with this so much sooner than i want to.

this is not going to be easy.

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