i will carry you home.

so, i had a whole blog typed out but i felt like i was sharing too much.

so let me just sum up what i said:

i'm tired of a lot of things lately....

1. my health and all the dealings of that
2. not knowing what to do after school is done
3. people using me to get what they want or get things done cause i'm "too nice" sometimes
4. always thinking about how i screwed up a couple really important relationships
5. always worrying about money....ALWAYS.
6. not being able to buy anything but food and pay for rent cause i can't afford to buy clothes, shoes, etc etc. i get frustrated because i wear my summer stuff with jackets and crap. i can't even buy winter clothes because i have to pay rent. blah being grown up.
7. thinking about January 25, 2008. if someone could hypnotize me to erase that day from my mind, i'd be happy girl.


there's more but i already feel like i've shared too much, even in this list.

sorry my blogs are always so sad lately. i guess life could be better, if you ask me.