Sunday, January 4, 2009

it never came.

i'm not sure that you believe in consistency.
there are some days i could swear you get it.
and others where i could swear you never knew the meaning of the word.
say one thing today. say something else tomorrow.
act one way today. act completely different tomorrow.

the only thing that holds these days together is the repetitive motions we go through.
we are certainly far away from being consistent.
it's just another thing i hope for and know it might not ever come.

and these days i'm such a pro at waiting.
i wait for what i hope for, dream of, want so bad.
i wait for what i can perfectly visualize in my head but know will never happen.
i wait for what i could swear is right around the corner.
but oh, don't forget. our consistency is very inconsistent.

i put the ball in your court as much as i can. i give you every chance for the perfect unblocked shot.

when are you going to take it?

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