days to months to years.

i guess it's because we are human that we sometimes questions decisions we've made.
i don't know about anyone else, but i'm the queen of asking what if.
i've done this to myself my whole life. if i actually wrote out a list....well, it would take me a whole notebook probably.

i don't know if that means i've screwed up a lot or i just have a different perspective on things now.

should i even have so many questions and regrets about my life? i'm only 21. what if i live to be 90? am i going to look back and have a lifetime of regrets and constantly asking myself what if?

i don't want to have that kind of life. even if i only live to be 22....between now and then, i still don't want to constantly question things that have happened in my life. but i trap my mind in such a cycle that i don't know what to do. i know i'll probably never stop wondering and asking about things that have already happened in my life until this point....but as i get older, i would love to not have so many regrets and questions.

guess we'll see.