stuck.

i'd like to say that i can't believe this is happening to me....

but maybe i asked for it.

perfection...

....can anyone reach it?

nah.

but these days i desperately want to. it seems like so many people out here are just perfect, at least by appearance. perfect hair, perfect body, perfect skin. i feel so flippin' self-conscious here, it's ridiculous. i should have more confidence in myself, but it's really hard. everyday is a struggle to feel at least decent. i'm trying to start working out and eating better, but still.

guess it's stupid my first post in like two weeks is about this, but surely everyone can relate.

i don't want a perfect body, i just want to walk around and not feel so self conscious about myself. i just want to walk around and not worry if i look fat in something i wear.

maybe it's a really stupid girl thing, but i know guys worry about appearance too. but face it, some guys can be overweight and still look good. if you're overweight and a female, forget it. until i can get where i'm comfortable in my own skin, i just have to live with feeling like nothing.

hi from out west.

.....this is the start of something good. don't you agree?